I have some dumb habits...
one in particular is dominating my life at the moment.
I have the habit of keeping myself completely busy...all the time.
I LOOK for things to do, not out of boredom (I am usually pretty excited about the not-so-important task) but out of feeling that things
need to get done.
I don't know if this is anxiety...I don't know what I would be anxious about!
This bad habit is especially annoying at night time...
I don't let myself go to bed until I do a whole bunch of nothing!!
Like for real! I find myself up SUPER late: cleaning/organizing...writing letters...goal setting...exercising...editing pictures...staring at my ever-changing teeth...freebreezing my room...reading...facebooking...blogging...reading other blogs...pretty much anything but sleeping.
THIS ISN'T HEALTHY!!!
IT IS RIDICULOUS!!!
Tonight I am doing my watercolor assignment.......but as I wait for the layers to dry, I feel the need to upload all of my CD's onto my iTunes...why?? Haha I have no clue!!!! (And while I am waiting for that to upload, here I am blogging!)
{ sneak peak of the work in progress: washes + layers of masking = sooo fun }
I need some kind of chill pill!! I don't like taking naps...I feel like they are a waste of time...because, OF COURSE, I should be using that time to do some sort of job or project or ANYTHING!
I think it would be great to be OCD about doing homework...too bad that one hasn't caught on yet...
Well. I am going to go finish my painting...and then go STRAIGHT TO BED!
No more lolly-gagging...
{ Why in the world do we say "lolly-gagging"??? haha }
Wish me luck!!
And if you have any suggestions for me...I would love to hear them!!!